WARNING: TRIGGERS AHEAD. Self harm and suicide, plus an image some may find upsetting.
The voices made me do this. I’m cutting elsewhere now because my mum saw the cuts, and was really upset. I feel like they’re winning again. I am worried about what will happen when I will come home.
They want me to attempt again, and I found a note in my journal I had completely forgotten existed. This is what happens when the dark passenger takes over- I lose parts of my memory. Apparently I have until next May to kill myself, or they will come for me and do it themselves. I will be locked away and screaming in my own head as they do it.
They want me to attempt again on the 5th September.