I’m starting the Butterfly challenge again. I want to not cut any more. I go through cycles of being really sick of the secrecy and wanting to quit, to being sick of emotion and wanting to be numb again.
I’ve named my butterfly after a new friend who has given me good advice and someone to sound off to when things are bad. I appreciate her help and advice a lot, and i want her to know that even though she is having an awful time, it will get better someday. Hopefully soon.
I’m going to post a little more later.