So I’m on another batch of sleeping tablets, zopiclone, same as before, and I’m also on citalopram. Nervous as all hell about this- as I’ve never asked for help before, I’ve never been on antidepressants before. My doctor told me that I will feel more depressed before feeling better, so I have a week of hell to look forward to. Wish me luck- I really hope this works. I have got to the point where I’m sick of trying and sick of being on the floor. It’s not like I haven’t tried picking myself up, it’s just that I fail each time. Miserably.
I’ll write the rest of my story in another post.